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So I'm currently in Barcelona 30 days into the most epic 90 day Euro adventure of a life time.

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secks
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So here's a little TMI about the secks with Myles because oh my god secks with Myles!Read more...Collapse )

powerful words
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This is kind i feel about Myles right now. I think, I don't know. Maybe not Myles but maybe because he's an actual real person but maybe not because I don't know. Anyway this is how I feel about something

Wow
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That moment when you realise you have been the victim of the "slow fade" by your friends. :(

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So recently I found out that my tenants had done a runner without paying rent. They haven't paid rent since the beginning of the year, my property managers, who I pay good money, didn't tell me until it had been 4 weeks since they last paid. From the date they skipped out they had 6 weeks left on their contract (they didn't know I wasn't renewing) before I was taking back possession to move back in. My plan was to give the place a lick of paint and do a bunch of upgrades to things which I can claim on my tax and make the most of the last opportunity to use my unit as a tax break. Of course to paint and upgrade you need money, some of which I spent before I found out about the tenants because I needed to buy it before the lease was up. The rest I was going to do with the last 6 weeks rent, which I don't have.

When I took possession back of the place I was aware some damage had been done. Yeah the kind of damage that happens when you put an iron on nylon carpet or a hot pan on a laminate bench top. So fairly small damage in the scheme of things but the kind that requires the entire carpet to be ripped up in 2 bedrooms and the largest part of my kitchen bench top to be replaced. The idea is to fix, upgrade, paint what I can before I move in but I can't do any if those because my arsehole tenants didn't pay for the privilege of ruining my property.

The damage is being claimed on the bond, the rent on my insurance but of course these take time, and my useless property managers have to lodge those claims for me.

Thankfully for me my brother is a sparky and his housemate a plumber. My brother started doing some work to give me a few new power points and discovered all the electricity in the bathroom isn't legal anymore so he has to fix all that or he can't sign off on his work. So now I have holes all through my walls and so much mess and dust on everything. Plumber told me my bathroom sink is hanging in by 0.5cm of silicone and hope and that if it falls off the wall, which it will, it will rip the pipes out of the wall. We have 1 water meter, for 18 units. 1 persons pipes rip out the wall, 17 other units are without water until it gets fixed. So I gotta replace that, which means turning off the water supply to the entire block for 4 hours while it gets replaced. Hi neighbors I'm back and making noise, knocking down walls and turning off your water.

I haven't put so much as a swatch of paint on a wall, and I won't be for another 2 weeks. Oh yeah I forgot an entire wall had to he stripped because back when it was originally painted they didn't prime the plaster wall, I literally tore strips of paint off the wall without even trying. And then I went to strip the skirting boards of their 36478 layers of paint and they disintegrated because there has been damp in the walls, which has been repaired but they just reattached the water damaged skirts. This extra stuff is not a problem I am glad to fix it all now before I move in. But well no money till insurance comes in. I'm flying by the seat if my pants just to make my place livable again and I'm so angry at my tenants for what they've done to me and the position they have put me in.

It's clear from the mail I've collected that they got into financial trouble. There are a lot of bills and collection agencies and I can't imagine what that's like. But I'm so angry they didn't give me the chance to be the good guy. I wanted to move in to my place in August last year, but didn't want to stuff them around so have lived with my parents but have been counting down the days until the lease was up and I could move back. So if they had asked to be let out of their lease early, I'd have worked my budget and done some negotiating and worked out something that worked for them and me. I'm mad that their financial issues have become my financial issues and not just the money they owe me, the money the owe elsewhere and the debt collectors bugging me now.

I'm so mad and angry and frustrated and I don't forgive them and I don't care what their reason was because you might not think twice about running out in your phone bill or credit cards because those are big companies but I'm just one person trying to make my own ends meet.

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I really need to put on my big girl pants sometime this year or nothing will change in my life. I'm so dedicated to taking chances and going after the dreams and goals when the failure is only on my side of things. Add factors out of my control and I sit in my safe little corner and don't rock the boat for fear of failure that I can't control. Scott's Facebook today reads "in a relationship" :( I'm feeling sorry for myself but I know this is my own fault. I never told him how I felt because fear and so of course I was never in the running.Yet I still have that, kicked in the guts, stabbed in the heart, can't breath feeling. I really have to do something to change my own situation because I do not want to be single anymore. I'm 32 now, the biological clock has turned up its ticking volume, babies everywhere and it's like my hormones hit a new level of ridiculous and I recently had a 5 minute pregnancy scare from a one night stand and I was almost disappointed to get my period. What the fuck is that about? Babies and hormones aside I'm so sick of being single and i know I have to do something to change that. I don't know what because literally nothing but jerks exist and I'm not even exaggerating I'm on every available website and before anyone tells me I'm being judgmental and not giving people a go, seriously these guys pretty much have it written in their profile "I'm a jerk" I feel like I've hit a crossroads. Stay on the safe path and never change or take a risk, change jobs, move cities kind of risk, and see what happens.I'm so afraid of what failure means at the moment that I can't even think of what or how to change. Besides I'm too busy sulking about losing out on the Scott thing!

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I just felt like runnin
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I'm waiting at the doctors for my last resort injection to hopefully settle my knee! Apart from a couple of boot camps and a fun run I technically haven't run since the marathon which was in December! I need to run and I need pain free knees for that! I can't be an ironman if I can't run.

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I don't hate anyone, but...
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I HATE MY HOUSEMATE! My heart rate is through the roof, I can feel it beating through my body. I am furious beyond words I can't even think straight!

Yesterday he effing cat, which I didn't want to live with and said if she got it she had to keep it away from me, pissed on my fucking clothes only I didn't realise till I got to work! So I emailed her to say so. No offer to get my skirt cleaned nope. What did I expect her to do, cats are cats I should have shut my bedroom door!!!!!

Then today I get a text. As the guy she is shagging (not her boyfriend anymore they broke up because he was still sleeping with his wife I know shocking right) is coming to stay with us this weekend (wasnt told till last night) could I please do my dishes!!!

None of us do our dishes. Well that's not true we aren't slobs, but we each have a pile of our dishes in the kitchen and we do them when we can! I was going to do mine tonight and not because that fucktool is coming over but because it's the first time I've had time!!!

I don't have an issue with being asked to do my dishes I had issue with being asked to do them because he is coming.

It's ok for me to have to live in a house knee deep in cat and dog shit and hair but because HE is coming over he gets the red fucking carpet royal fucking treatment! THEY ARENT EVEN TOGETHER. By her own admission she is in the most unhealthy relationship of people she knows, and she knows some fucked up people!

I hate this guy because he is using her for a place to stay and a shag and she is so fucked that she thinks he loves her.

I dislike this guy so much I would not piss on his gums if his teeth were on fire!

IM SO ANGRY!!!!!!!

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Ow!
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I have either strained, pulled or torn a muscle in my stomach and it hurts to do everything!!! Stupid trying to be fit!

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February
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So i just went back and had a quick read of what i was doing this time last year in my journal. On Feb 2 2011 i wrote about having a crush. On Feb 2 2012 i wrote about having a crush.

There must be something in the air at this time of year that makes me swoon.

PS it has nothing to do with valentines day!

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